Here she is:
Aside from the camera, this was the next big investment for me and it made me very nervous. I rationalized that this is an investment in my future and that if I want to be a Photographer, I need to have and practice with the right equipment to build on my skills. But even though this is all true, I sat there and went back and forth for a couple of hours on whether or not to buy the lens. I can very easily spend money on others, but when it comes time to buy something for myself I analyze it to death lol. What if I never become a Photographer? Then all of the money spent on equipment will be wasted. But I still enjoy photography as a hobby, so it's ok to invest money into it. But I really shouldn't be spending money on a hobby right now. And I end at the same place each time I go through this dialogue with myself: I WILL be a Photographer. It's what I want to do with my life and it will happen. No more self doubt. I have faith that I can accomplish my dreams :)
I'm off to got try out the new lens. Oh, the pictures I will take! lol You know I'll be back with photos :)
Dreams are put in our hearts by God...As we do our part ... God will open the doors that need to be opened to fulfill them! :) You will get there just keep the faith, kiddo.
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I do the same thing, going back and forth regarding if I should buy something for myself like that or not! lol This is too funny because right after Christmas I bought myself a new camera...will post about it tomorrow:-) I hemmed and hawed about spending that much on myself but hey, I decided I'm worth it and so are you!! hehe Looking forward to seeing the pictures you take. xoxo
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